My metal friend, so sharp in answering my calls
She cries to me, shining bright with pure delight
She glares at me with no eyes, she sings with no tongue
She thinks with no mind and she loves me
She loves my skin, the way we connect in such a beautiful motion
She glides freely through the air, she…
(Source: hayqua)
Back to drawing Hanyu Yuzuru to support him in this years 2012 Worlds Championships in Nice, France.
I just needed an outlet where I could rant to my heart’s content.
So…it seems that you actually don’t know a thing about me. I suppose that this is my fault. People tend to misunderstand what kind of person I am simply because I have a hard time being completely honest, not just towards others but also towards myself.
The realization was still jarring.
Friends always turn out to be more like strangers when it comes to me. I don’t let them in too far so I guess it’s bound to happen…a lot…
Doesn’t make it any less annoying though.
Does this just sound like teenage angst that carried into my twenties? “No one understands me!” …and so and so forth.
I would like to say no, that this is different but that will just sound like every and any excuse that has already been given before to justify one’s immaturity. Sadly, me being older doesn’t make them anymore convincing.
I’m just so greatly disturbed and agitated. I’m tired of having these kinds of relationships.




